不經不覺三個月了
從陌生 到熟悉 到想家了
sometimes i wonder if this is the life i want to live
but then sometimes i know i have been luring for this long time ago already

這陣子都有種想做好每一件事但又怕自己無能為力的感覺
自問不是想要高分 只是想對得住自己
就來又大一歲 感覺身邊的人都開始為自己的人生負責
我呢
卻依然像個無方向的小孩
一天到晚想著玩 想去看新事物 想了解多點這個世界
有時想放肆 但又會想 我多大了(?)
it's always a dilemma.

and sometimes i just wish my emotion can override my rational
then i don't need to struggle that much
do you know?

fuck me .